God is my provider

I looked back!
few months back i was hurt and disappointted with my girls!
have been holding on to this friendships that we all have tgt.
Even tho how many disappointment u all gave me, i still have high hopes for u girls.
but few months back, i totally gave up hope for our friendship!

i can feel that i have put down a huge rock and i really feel free..
tho i lost a burden but i lost the hold of these friendships!

its been abt 4 months since i ever wanted to pick it up again.

i realised, back then, i was the one who gave this friendship up!
and now, i realised the importance of it!
tho it will be hard for me to pick it up again and i believe that i will still get hurt and disappointed by u girls, but i got to pull these friendships closer

i realised that is only when u lost and gave up hope in it, then u will understand the importance of it!

I'm still scared of the hurts and disappointments that i will get~~~~
But God, pls bless me with great heart and mercy!
to be able to forgive them and to be healed fast! :D
amen!

this month is indeed a great month!

1) i received my pay and i realised there is an increment!

2) next, my tuition centre branch manager just told me that they are opening 2 new math classes and will be starting nxt week! so it means that at the end of this month, i will have more $$

3) i got an relief class slot frm my colleague. she had to pass to me and guess what! that class, it is near $35/hr!

4) i got into make-up ministry!

hahas i'm praying and awaiting for no. 5!!!! :D

Thank God for all blessings!!! :D

to end this post, God has been asking me this for the whole of this month.
"The year 2011 is going to come to the end, what has you done or fufill till now??"

I guess out of all my new year resolution . u can click and scroll all the way down to look at them!
seriously i guess not even 50% of them are fufiled!
i guess something is being obvious and i'm happy abt it!
i joined a ministry and is make-up ministry!
so left with the 10 weeks for course to attend to!!! :D

tata .....

i realised that i have been letting my emotions taking controls of my life...
emotions been fluctuating, been thinking too much!
and come to realise that it's been something that is blocking me to enjoy every moment!

gosh man! i got to remind myself every time that i can't let emotions take control!

God! teach me in Your ways!
Teach me how to lean on Your strength!
Teach me how to ignore my emotions and not let it take over me!
Teach me how to not let my flesh take over me!
Holy Spirit! remind me always of God's love!
I will always hold on to my first love and hold on to the experience on how i got through all tough times with the help of God's strength
God! bless me with wisdom!
God! help me to look at my future in a better way!
I want to fulfill my calling!
I want to fulfill my dream!
I want to see vision clearly!
God! teach me how to pray again!
Talk to me in a clearer way!
I'm afraid that i will lose Your touch!
the fear is always there, but i believe that You will always there for me!
God! bless me in all ways! financially, in my studies, in my relationships with friends and family and at work place!
I claim my blessings and I thank God in advance for everything!!!!
AMEN!

more photos

love my girl! what can i say? she is always there for her friends!!

really hope that she can get thru this period!

hey girl! u deserve someone better!

stay strong! will be there for u!

and congrats for getting ur license! like finally!

ur the first person among the sisters to get the license!

but u got to knw, this will be another responsibility! :D

trying to gulp down her beer!!

pretty girl!!

I'm so lazy to post anything. there a few drafts awaiting for my complete. but i'm just too lazy to complete them!!!
anyway my exams are finally over!!!
yesterday was the last paper!

stayed over at terin's hse last night, and we head down to hollan village's Tango's for drinks!
i drank nearly 2 pints of beer!
gosh!!!

sorry dean! i promise u to quite drinking, but hehe this is just for celebration!
nxt time i will text u when i drink... hehe :D

anyway some photos are taken at HV and some are taken at terin's hse in the morning when i woke up and bathed and with great natural hair-do!!!
love my hair in the mornign after i bathed!! :D

enjoy.... :D