God is my provider

Palsm 103:1-6
1 [A Psalm] of David. Bless the LORD, O my soul: and all that is within me, [bless] his holy name.
2 Bless the LORD, O my soul, and forget not all his benefits:
3 Who forgiveth all thine iniquities; who healeth all thy diseases;
4 Who redeemeth thy life from destruction; who crowneth thee with lovingkindness and tender mercies;
5 Who satisfieth thy mouth with good [things; so that] thy youth is renewed like the eagle's.
6 The LORD executeth righteousness and judgment for all that are oppressed.

this verses really impacted me...
u might not know. as david have went thru many downs, and he didnt give up at all.... he actually give praise to God.

David is really a great man of God!!!! :P

sch started for 2 weeks. this is my 2nd week of sch.
even though i missed quite a few lessons, but was a great start for me.
i got my study momentum, and am quite happy abt it :P
really pray and wished tat it will stay with me throughout my semester....
really want to get a good GPA tis semester....
planned everything properly le...
this sem i aimed to get a GPA of at least a 3.5, but i am aiming for GPA of 3.9!!!
i can do it!!! :D

all the way!!!
all e best to me and here i come university overseas!!!!
either to Murdoch University,Australia, to study Bachelor in Chemical or The University of Sydney to study Bachelor of Engineering (Chemical)

really really very exciting for my future!!
I WANT TO GO OVERSEAS TO STUDY!!!

gambate !!! :P

super fedup!
e printer is there for us to print. and u are always doing things against me
u kept e plug and dun let print my notes.
just let ur money go to waste la... e printer ink will dry up...den u buy another
just go and waste ur money la.....

just dun want to stay at home la
still ask me why go home so late. sometimes ask me why prefer to go ppl's hse or go chalet
wah lao.... still ask....
duh obvious la......

nvm....really dun care le...
got to get myself studying le....
momentum is here !!!

sorry for e vulgar. but i just hate it!!!
hat ppl controlling my life and telling wad to do and commanding me
u dun have e rights to control me, not as if i owe u my life.....
i have my own feeling and my own life.....

i am a 18 years old girl, who just reach e legal age,have only just spread my wing. not wings
i have a teenage life for me to enjoy
a teenage life to go crazy
WTF
i am so so so so mad
i hate the me now.
always listening and obeying and not rebel
knn......

sorry readers tat u have to read this, but i just want to tell u to click e red button on ur top right hand corner....

anyway grandpa's hospitalized. even though i know he dun it to happen but he has to go back to hospital back and fro
besides my dad and my aunt, he will be the 1st person who dote me the most.
love him to the max. but am quite worried abt his health and i really dun want anything to happen to him.
i know that i will definitely break down if anything happen to him.

ah gong got pricking mustache, super slim body, tan body, taller than me by abt 1 1/2 head, hair almost white.
always the one speak hokkien cum chinese. always wearing those specs when reading newspaper.
always ride a bicycle frm jurong east all e way to my hse, which is at bukit panjang
he is someone that dote me the most out of all the cousins.
seriously, i sound as if he is dead. but he is not.
hahas, just want to tell u guys who he is, how is he look like.

maybe u guys might think is just like all other ah gong, but he is just 1 special ah gong.

i lost 1 ah gong when i am quite small, tat ah gong was a very good one.
but he past away due to lung cancer, smoke too much.
even though i like alot, but i rmb on his funeral, i didnt even cry once.
i still ask my cousins, why are they crying?
sorry, i know i sound heartless but seriously i dunnoe why i didnt cry.

anyway is a nag to read what i want to express....
nvm den, i will here,

praying for my grandpa tat is alive in the hospital tat nothing will happen to him !
Amen !

my result are out.
and is super bad.
GPA 0.4 la. now my overall GPA drop frm 1.8 to 1.3. hack la....
failed FMB and BIO.
but my other results arent good too....
anyway i really found a path for myself but my results pull me down frm a hill to the ground
wanting to go overseas for study. for uni
already found quite a few agencies tat will "invest" in students life
they will give money to e student for overseas studies.

i dwell in my results for quite a long while.
at first was super afraid to tell my dad abt my result. cos i know he will be very upset.
i prayed to God and asked abt it.
and on monday night, while having dinner. my dad actually ask abt my results.
i told him straight tat i failed 2 modules and have to repeat tat 2 modules.
and i tot he is gonna scold me, but tks God for mercy.
he didnt scold me, he ask more abt it. and told me tat i got to jiayou nxt sem
hahas. was super relieve abt it.

Tks God for a great dad tat i have. a dad tat dote me. a dad tat always there for me. a dad tat will scold me only when i am in wrong. a dad tat is so forgiving. a dad tat is able to understand me.

anyway, i told my mum tat after poly i want to go overseas for uni. and she say ok.
but cannot go too far lei. cos expenses too high. but i told her tat i can take either overseas cert. or scholarship.
and both my dad and mum say ok.
then i recently found out abt e agencies thingy. even though haven told them abt it. but i tink they gonna be happy and let me go overseas for study.......

was thinking, shld i go murdoch university, australia, to get bachelor in mathematics and statistic or bachelor inn chemisty?
or RMIT uni-melbourne, australia
or Bachelor of engineering (chemistry) in The university of Sydney ?

hmmm got to tink thru !!!