Engineering paper down, left with process instrumentation!!!
Currently feeling very tired! Want to sleep!!

Resting for 30mins den continue with studying!!!!
Current location: Singapore polytechnic main library level 5, fav corner nxt to the window!!




Tata!!! Gonna chiong for PI paper!!!

Today's paper is Engineering Math IIA paper.
Though i didnt do finish, but the paper wasnt that bad!
I did most of the questions, those that i left it blank were those that i do not know how to do.
All abt integration!
Just that i feel good that i am able to figure out that 1 question.
It was the last question. In the 1st place, i didn't know how to do.
It was a 20 marks integration question, it was ALOT for 1 integration question.
Though i didn't finish up the question, but most of the steps are up on the examination script!
At least i won't fail or lose 20 marks to 1 question!

Heat Transfer and Engineering Math IIA down.
2 more modules to do. Environmental Engineering and Process Instrumentation.
1 bad thing is, both papers on the same day! Thursday.
EE in the morning, PI in the afternoon.
Can't wait to finish them all!!!

Anyway, there is an urge for me to do make-ups!!!!
I wasn't sure why, but i am so totally into make-ups!

So i went to dig all my cosmectics out! and really see thru all of them.....
Is a very strong feeling

FEELING FEELING FEELING....



confusion now~~~~~~
I have no idea how to put them into words!
This feeling inside of me! is that a reminder of my calling or just my interest????????
hmmph.......
FEELING FEELING FEELING!!!!

~THE BEATITUDES~
Matthew 5:3-12
 3 Blessed [are] the poor in spirit: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. 4 Blessed [are] they that mourn: for they shall be comforted. 5 Blessed [are] the meek: for they shall inherit the earth. 6 Blessed [are] they which do hunger and thirst after righteousness: for they shall be filled. 7 Blessed [are] the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy. 8 Blessed [are] the pure in heart: for they shall see God. 9 Blessed [are] the peacemakers: for they shall be called the children of God. 10 Blessed [are] they which are persecuted for righteousness' sake: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. 11 Blessed are ye, when [men] shall revile you, and persecute [you], and shall say all manner of evil against you falsely, for my sake.  12 Rejoice, and be exceeding glad: for great [is] your reward in heaven: for so persecuted they the prophets which were before you.


1 Cor 13:4-8
 4 Charity suffereth long, [and] is kind; charity envieth not; charity vaunteth not itself, is not puffed up, 5 Doth not behave itself unseemly, seeketh not her own, is not easily provoked, thinketh no evil; 6 Rejoiceth not in iniquity, but rejoiceth in the truth;  7 Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things.  8 Charity never faileth: but whether [there be] prophecies, they shall fail; whether [there be] tongues, they shall cease; whether [there be] knowledge, it shall vanish away.

1st paper was super chui!
frankly speaking, i can say that i can do all the questions!
Is just that i do not have enough time.
3 long questions.
i did up question 1,3a, 3b, 3c and 2a.
was doing 2b, just nice i finished writing the formula, i have to put down my pen
GG.COM!!! that question was a 20 marks question!
i wasnt sure abt question 3a and 3c, as the question was easy but was 5 marks each.
And my answer is so straight forward, just afraid will minus marks.
with question 2b not finished, i expect my self to score only 3-5 marks for it.
with 3a and 3c, total marks lost is 20 marks or so.

Anyway, tks God that the paper is something that i can do.
But I JUST DO NOT HAVE ENOUGH TIME!

feeling so lousy!!! ;(

i know no use crying over spilled milk.
but i teared on the way home on the train.
i lost marks jsut for my silliness.
urgh!!!


feeling so lousy!!! urgh!!

having engineering math paper tml. pray that i have enough time!!!!
OMG!!! ENOUGH TIME PLS!!!!

Hahas sorry guys!
abit of photos update. but this time round are all abt me!!!:D
had a lil camwhore. hahas FUN FUN FUN!!!
sorry for the bad background.
my room super duper messy!!! :D

I AM REALLY VERY VERY TIRED!!!!!
wa ai kun.......

anw, i am sure abt my feelings.
really missing *You Know Who*
all i wanted is to see u everyday, but i am not someone that initiates!!!

currently, my mind is filled with u, exams, and the feeling of sleeping!!!!
no more other thing is in it!!! ..........

ur eyes are gentle! ur smile brighten my day up! ur humor light me up! :D

huhuhuhuhu......
Exams are less than 3 days
but i am still having prob with heat transfer.... wah totally gg to be crazy!!!
touched maths, but didnt manage to finish e tutorials. GG.com!!!

haven touch environmental engineering and process instrumentation....
hmmph.....
ok, 1 prob is, my printer is giving me a trouble now....
aligning catridges!!!! and it take forever!!!!! LOL....
tk God though....

all stressed up!
hate myself during my exams!
i get all stressed up and tense up!!!
my sis say is ok, as it is bcos i know e urgency!
lol, true. but i dun like when i get all tense up!!! very stressed!!!!
though i know how to distress, by gg for jogging.
hahas... my sis told me, den i better get stressed up everyday, so i can go jogging everyday.
and result in losing weight!!! HAHAS!!!! FUNNY MAX!!

anyway sis bought my banana cake last night.
just bcos i having craving for banana muffin.... she went to search but inly got me a cake...
hahas nvm...

conve with my sis....
sis: buy u banana cake, cannot find banana muffin!
me: hahas kk, both the same! only diff packaging!

everytime i reached home, there's a quarrell!
So freaking fed-up!
Wished i haven't come home so early!
Don't have to go thru these stupid annoying noise!!!!

I WANT TO MOVE OUT!!!!

Time really flies very fast!
It's already june! 6 months have past! and there will be another 6 months to the end of this year!
Wasn't sure what to post, and i didn't expect myself to say the previous sentence abt the months!
But this though come to my mind!
What have i done for the past 6 months???
What things have i done for the kingdom of God!
I can tell you the fact that i have no idea what am i going to say later.
But these are what my thoughts at this very moment when i blog!

The furthest i went was signing for make-up ministry!
Went for the interview, sad was that i wasn't able to join the 1st batch of training due to my attachment at jurong island.
So i am awaiting for the 2nd batch of training.
I just sent a sms to this lady name simin!
She is really a great lady!
She was the one who interviewed me, had a great chat with her!
All she did was to asked why i wanted to join make-up ministry and what do i think abt this minstry.
But she actually take a further step!
She asked abt my attachment and sch stuff.
So from then, i can feel that she is really a great lady.

She told me that make-up ministry will be very tough.
Will be very busy and very chiong one.
But it doesn't stop me!
But it caught my attention, and since then i was so excited abt the whole make-up minstry thing!
I was so into cosmectics for the pass 4 months or so since the interview!

I rmb, i abandoned my facial treatment which is at JP for the interview all the way at expo! :D

anyway hahas yeah. i have nothing to say for now.
What can i say? God is great and almighty!
His ways are the ways!
He will tell us what are our ways according to His plans!

anyway, 1 more great news!
i got myself a tuition assignment
is a pri 6 malay girl. i am teaching my fav sub. MATH!!!
Praise the Lord!
Though the pay isn't high, but at least my passion is fulfilled!
is $150/month. twice per week. 1.5 hr.
Still praying for a better assignment!!! :D

u must me wondering why am i suddenly so japanese.Anyway, 神は私の意思決定者です means My God is the decision maker!

starting this on a lighter note
1 thing to say: 私はこの気持ちを区別することはできませんが、私はあなたのために気持ちを確信している!

but let God be my decision maker!
I will act normal and be normal.
Till God tells me the nxt step!


Anyway, God has already written a book all abt me and knows the end of situation.
So why don't i let God hold my lifein His and let Him be the one telling me what to do, instead of me making my own decision to it!
Lets nature take its course then!!! :D

I have made my decision.Though i said that i need 2 weeks, but i got myself settle with peace.
I got myself thinking for the whole day. really the whole day!
i dun even have the mood to do my hse chores! i totally pushed them to my siblings.

Got myself thinking alot alot!
I asked my sis for opinion and i prayed and I knew what i need to do
God didnt say much, but told me this:


"You got to face him eye to eye and be normal. I will tell you what's nxt.
If he is yours, he will.
If he is not, let this be one of your learning trip to the nxt level.
Always rmb, don't let ur flesh control ur decisions.
Flesh will just lead to a temporary happiness. But thru My ways, there will be eternal happiness!"


This is what God told me. They are not exact whole thing He told me, i forgotten some.

At first i tot i was just creating the whole thing. but as i really prayed, God really reminded me what He said.
I think He wanted me to face it bravely than avoiding it.

I wasnt sure whether i have the strength and courage to do it.
But i have to try!

God! I pray for strength! teach me in Your ways! Give me strength and courage to face it!
Thank you Lord, for always being there for me, lending me a hand to pull me thru trials!

Yearn to dwell more in Your presence!!
Love you Lord! My saviour, my friend, my father, my listener, my helper, my guidiance

I have thoughts to be sort out!
I am sorry if these few weeks i have to avoid
As soon as i have sort out my thoughts, everything will be back to normal!
Talked to Calvin, and he is quite a great person to share things with
He gives me a total whole new impression today!
Advices are given and i really think thru them.

Instead of really to avoid , all i have to do is not to dwell in it.
to step out of that hole and look at things in a more diff perspective.

But now, i have to settle my feelings and my thoughts in a more mature and appropriate way
I really want the situation to be back to normal
So I can be more normal around

expect things to be back to normal asap. to give me a time of 2 weeks!
To really get my thoughts and feelings right!

God! I really need your teaching more in my life!
Pls come into my life and guide me and teach me more!
I yearn for your teaching more and more!
A time of testing is a period that i really need your guidiance and teaching!

Time is the key to everything i am going thru.
Though it wasn't something serious, but i have to resolve it.

God! I love you more and more!
Come on me, Holy Spirit, fall on me now!

What can i say?
The session with Pastor Kong was great!
Is abt the Holy Spirit!
He is a person, a person that wants to know more abt us.
He wants to fellowship with us!
I am addicted to the presence of God and the Holy Spirit!

I cried so much till I can't rmb when is the last time i really cry this badly!
Had laying of hands. All i can feel is the heat is totally heating me up!
I cried and cried an cried.
I can feel that the Holy Spirit is there with me telling something and reminding me!

I cried through-out till the whole session ends!
What can i say?
I am thankful for the Holy Spirit to be there for me and intercepting for me. between me and God!
Tks God for always having faith for me!
Tks God for giving many chances after another and another.

For a normal human being, nobody will give u 10 chances and even more....
BUT GOD WILL!!! :D


Praying hard that the prob i am facing now will be cleared and resolved before my ministry official starts!
To start anew!

addicted to this song!

Had a long talk with odelya and sherlyn after church wide bible study at woodlands.
wow, didnt know that we had so much to talk abt and we will talk for nearly 7 hours.
literally talked till the nxt day!

anyway, i am glad i have odelya and sherlyn to be there for me, to listen and teach me!
though our spiritual level isnt that high, but i guess a listening ear is what i need! :D

Not bad myself too, i didnt expect myself to be able to listen too.
all a long i tot i wasnt someone that can listen, but after this session, i tink i found something that is totally not me! a whole new me! :D

is like what James 1:19 is saying
"My dear brothers, take note of this:Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry"

Seeing how much sherlyn desire to know more abt God struck me!
She reminded the younger me! i can see the child-like faith in her!
Going all out to learn and know more abt God!
Wow! i can really feel that she is really on fire for God!! :D

and guess what, she indeed help me.
My fire for God has become smaller and smaller, but after see such faith! the fire she has in her!
is like adding more oil for my fire to burn!! :D

indeed, i can see why God combined the cg and let me meet such wonderful ppl!!
Ode : to help me learn to share
sherlyn :  to help me find back my fire

Thanks alot Girls! Love you alot!! :D


Going to have a chat with calvin tml after the camp night session with pastor Kong.
Pray that the cloudiness can be cleared this time round and I can overcome this time round!!

anyway, breakthroughs!

God actually wanted me to share with my mum something.
I have no idea what to share, but i shared!
Told her that i am having some hard times now, and that my church friends are really giving me help!
Though she didnt say much abt it, i think things start to change!

Was playing praise and worship songs on my itunes with speaker on.
My mum was in my room doing abit of laundry, handing clothes
I sang along!!! and my mum enjoy it!!!!! :D
hahas!! breakthrough!! :D

THANK YOU GOD FOR EVERYTHING!! :D

Sorry for the late post!celebrated Odelya's birthday on sat and sun!
Went over to Odelya's hse on sat ard 11pm, and stayed there watching 2 movies straight till 4am plus.
Liked ode's hse, like condo sio....hahas
sun went vivo and celebrated her actual birthday,
sherlyn bought a muffin, filled the side with gummy bears and marshmallo.
pics time!!!

i am free for  holidays!
long waited holidays since March 2011!!!!!
All tks to my attachment!
Holidays rocks!!! :D
i can so freaking sleep more and not worrying whether am i gong to be late for sch!! :D

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