MY 19th BIRTHDAY!
Monday, May 30
celebrated my birthday on 28 may 2011!
kind of disappointed with my sisters, but anyway i have already get use to it!
anyway, tks my cg members for celebrating it for me, and some church friends.
photos to upload, but later! surprise by my cg member by the flowers!
what can i say? I LOVE MY CG MEMBERS ALOT ALOT!!!
these are the flowers, though is folded de, at least they can be kept for long!
and tks them for all the birthday wishes on it! :D
cg member bought this for me! cool or what!?
tks melvin and odelya for this! so cute!! hehe
tks odelya, melvin, dexter, mike, wayne, soojia, weiliang, ziyun, dan, kenneth, sherlyn, jepthah, terin and ruisong for coming down to timbre
though some of ur abit last min, but tks anyway!!!
tjs sherlyn and jepthah for this! it is really really very cool!
esp the "tooth"
my mum bought this for me! cool right? titus watch, i tink worth $400 plus.
my cousins bought this for me!
tks joshrena, jeremy, yangyang!! :D
and and tks terin for coming down early in the morning at ard 1am to give me a surprise
a muffin! with choco gaogao de!!! plus is bitter choco!! nice!! :D
overall, these are the pressie i receive!! :D
quite nice huh???!!!!! :D
photos upload!!!
Monday, May 23
photos upload!
saturday at haji lane with odelya, wayne, mike and melvin! :D
sorry, if is unglam photos! :D
odelya! sorry ode! i posted ur unglam photo!
uncle wayne brother wayne! look super checky here!
i dont know, but i find this light nice!! :D
melvin! 1 great bro to have!
mike!! :D
odelya took this! nice right! totally a camera pro!
persued him to take a proper photo, took like millions years la!
hahas SMALL EYES!!
making wise choices!
Sunday, May 22
is very hard to make a wise choice!this or that!
this question comes to my mind, this or that?!
i cant be greedy choosing both, cos it will be so unfair and selfish!
i guess, i have to wait and see and ponder whether to choose this or that!!
anw, REPORTS ARE FLOODING MY ROOM!!!!
1 WORD : SIANZ! :X
Thanking God eveything!
What can i say, i really thank God for eveything He has done for me!begining of the year, i started great, till now, the year has been full of blessings, though there are still down moments, eg, my dad's company and how my whole family hang on tgt to get thru it.
thank God for all friends in my life...
On friday, God told me that we ought to learn to be thankful, for everything and for everyone!
God reminded me of 1 of Jocye meyer's teaching, "We have to thank those who hate us as they are the ones who mould who we are now"
wow, i was really impacted by it, surprised to hear that we have to even thank those who hate us!
friday cell grp was all about joseph and judah, but the main topic is abt the relationship with God!
eph 5 - talks abt relationship
-relationship with God
-relationshio with spouse
-relationship with children
-relationship with friendds
We got to bring God first for everything, this should be our priority in life!
Sat service, John avanzini's service
i was shock that he left home and come and preach the word on his 75 years old birthday!
anyway, we got to hve expectations!!!
Do not wait for miracle to come, but walk out to the miracle!
Instead of siting down and wait, we got to stand up on the 1st page to expect
something that i totally agree, is abt "How to keep our expectation going?"
is to always have a progressive vision.
Faith coms from hearing, hearing of God's words!!! :D
had a super long talk with odelya
i guess i feel comfortable telling her what i am going thru.
been quite a long time i find someone that i am able to share this things.
after she knew, i asked her a favor to look out for me back, in case i went too extreme!
how can i say.... i thank God for her in my life! a great sister to have! :D
o and and sherlyn! like an elder sister to me!
lastly, tks God i am back to Christ!
sat night, went haji lane to chill with odelya, mike, wayne and melvin.
tks wayne for the treat and ride home!
had a great long chat. from 10.30pm to ard 1 am plus. ard 3 hrs!
1 trend, if i go drinking on sat night, the very next day i woke up i will super duper tired!!!
CANT SLEEP!
Wednesday, May 18
t's 4.07am in the MORNING shown on the clock of my laptop!
Looking at my alarm clock, my seconds hand is ticking and every 60sec, my min hand moves
the clock tell times, no matter whether is it accurate or not!
Is a choice for me to believe the clock!
Randomness!
staring into the blank dor 5 mins, i have no idea what to post!
decision: post photos!
Venue: vivo city
Ppl involved: Odelya, sherlyn, jepthah and wei jian
anyway these are the nice photos that are taken using my camera.
Friends
Tuesday, May 17
What can i say, friends are important!! :D
there will be many friends around u, but who are the one tat are going to stay with u when u are undergoing hard time???
a list i can make i guess!!! :D
close sisters: Yanran, Shiyi, Terin, Zhongping, Linsay
Church sisters: Casandra, Jolene, Soojia, cindy leong, cindy kwoh, Odelya, Sherlyn, Jieqi, Jessica, Shimin, Kimberley
School: Faezah,Sharanya, jiaying, Larissa, Limying, Theresa
these are the sisters.
for brothers, i dont really have a lot of brothers as close friends.
jeremy, jason, zhiwei, james, mika, mike, shaun, kenneth, ken, elijah, benjamin, daryl
hmm i guess tats all for guys. not much right? hahas yeah!
as for really really close ones are only james, mika, jeremy and zhiwei!
they are like my childhood play friends like tat.
anyway, we all have friends, but close and good friends are hard to find....
learning to treasure them more and more!! :D
Tired!
it wasn't a great day today.
i had to redo my HTR report, do the necessary changes and calculations.
and i have to compile it and last of all to split the rest of the questions evenly among my grp members!
anw, i have done my part, and i can have a rest tml!
meeting odelya and sherlyn at vivo at 7pm.
going to have dinner and have the choco thing tat odelya has been craving for very long time, i tink 1 week or so.
wed, i will be finally meeting with yanran and shiyi!
sorry tat i didnt manage to meet them after yanran's return.
was super busy with all the sch report and project.
will be having lunch with them. but i am not sure whether will i be with them after tat or not.
got another deadline to rush. which is environmental engineering project on ozone depletion.
sianz.
ok since i will be going out in the early evening, i tink i will spend my afternoon wisely!
by starting up with my environmental engineering project!
got to finish my part for it! so i wont be so pack!! :D
i saw my schedule and realize that exams are from the 27 june to 1 july.
y is it that my exams are to be after hols? and not before hols?
y cant the school allow us to enjoy ourselves after exams??
hmmmph... shall feedback to the sch community!!!
anw, for those who know, i am in SP ambassador!
hahas something i am proud to be.
anw, they asked me to either be some MC in some secondary school or help-out in some project fair!
gosh! though i want to be in SP ambassador, but not at this timing.
but tks to God's grace, i manage to make a good and right decision, i rejected it!
kind of sad abt it, but on the other hand, i can have more time on projects!! :D
hahas tata. got to rest well now :D
apologise!
Monday, May 16
I'm sorry for the previous post!
I wasn't at the right state of mind!
I admit i have anger problem, and has been for quite some time since i had such a tuff with anyone!
I thought i had it under control, but i doubt so now.
I guess, all a long i have been pouring everything into a jar awaiting it to overflow!
And when it overflow, i guess it is hard to control or even clean it up!
I guess i am back to square 1.
Need some guidance! If you have any, do either drop me a sms, or facebook msg me or drop me a comment.
i will really appreciate you alot!
ANGER!!!
Sunday, May 15
WHY CANT SHE JUST GET MARRIED TO SOME RANDOM GUY AND GET THE HELL OUT OF MY LIFE!
my elder sister is 1 hell annoying!!!
i tot home is somewhere to be peaceful!
to me, NO!!!!
she just can't leave me alone!!!! stepping on my tail every single day!!!!
she is so super irritating!
When there's advantage, she nice to u, or else "SHOO" OUT OF MY WAY!!!
partly, my temper is super bad.
seriously i cant handle these stuff!
is tough! i had a big struggle with my temper, and now? IS GETTING WORST!!!
sorry, i cant be nice to her!
i tried!!! being nice to her is like torturing myself!
I tried being nice to her for super long time! and she took advantages abt it!
ok i know i am childish! so be it!
being childish doesnt mean i am not a grown up!
being a grown up doesnt mean i cant have anger, sadness and happiness!!!!
think for urself!
i know i am a christian and i am not suppose to be like that, but i am still a human!!!!
seriously, i cant wait till i graduate and earn my money and move out!!!
i want somewhere quiet, peaceful!
somewhere with no elder sis boasting away for what she has! no elder sis who always steps on my tail!
somewhere where my mum cant just shift my study place from 1 room to another to another and another and another and back to the first, then 2nd then it goes on and on
moving my stuff from 1 place to another and another and another and another and on and on, in which i have undergo since i am pri 3 till now!
somewhere where i cannot see how bias my mum is towards me compared to my elder sis and bro!
somewhere i can just be there happy!
SORRY FOR SUCH A POST! IS JUST THAT MY ANGER HAS BEEN BUILD UP FOR VERY LONG TIME!!!!
Lost motivation!
Thursday, May 12
had a great day out wither sherlyn and odelya!!!
has sakae with them and cold rock ice-cream!!
anw, something more important!
i think i've lost motivation in studying!
dun feel like going sch lesson and i dun feel like studying!!!
ogosh! not this again!
i know that if i continue being like that, it will lead me to not going to sch everyday!!!
sharks! why cant holidays come quickly? so i can have rest ! rest so i can take a break and find my motivation back again!
all i can think of is SLEEP!!!
ok, i going to bed now!!
really very tired!!! zzzzzzzzz
Ashton Kutcher is HOT !!
Tuesday, May 10
ASHTON KUTCHER IS HOT!!! :D
love his eye brow! this mysterious look!
a lil something
a day off !
took a day off from sch to focus on all my assignments and tutorials!
i have to as i have a goal this sem is that i have to complete every tutorials and have to strive a good result this sem
i dun ask for much after all the result i have achieve for the past poly years. at least 1 A and all B.
really praying for God's wisdom so i can do all things in an understanding manner, neat.
in short, to be concise! to be brief but straight to the point!
anyway, continue from the previous post!
Job is really a great man to me!
not surrendering to the devil but continue to uphold God's righteousness and name!
reading the bible is like reading a "TV" manual!
our lives are all like the "TV"! we will not know what will be up next until we go thru (watch) it!
The bible and the "TV" manual is like the guide! "TV" manual guide us how to use the "TV", while the bible is the guide in our lives! guiding us into the right track. and when something went wrong, we turn to the bible to search for solution
and off cos, last of all the audience, and no doubt to be God!!
He is the creater (writer) of our book! we all have our individual book!
He wrote it and make sure that every details that is showing on the "TV".
if anything went wrong, He will send His angels to come and help us, and tell us the solutions!
Is not that God is careless to let these things happen.
God actually allow all the trials and tribulations to come into our lives to test us so we can grow!
so after every trials and tribulations, you will realized that you are growing spiritually and your thinking will be more and more like God!
Let God be the director of our lives!!! :D
God's faith for us is greater than what i am now!
Monday, May 9
it's been quite a long time since i have a proper blog.
Telling the truth, currently at this moment while i am typing this, i am still wondering what to blog abt today.
anyway i stared into my laptop screen for abt 10 mins, and i am still wondering.
ok, recently things do not turn out as expected!
1 word to explain what i am going thru now, "Confusion" !
things can be very simple, but when it comes to me, my mind starts to confuse me!
whenever i faced these kind of problems, the only person i think of is "Job"
For those who does not know him, i doubt so as he is someone with great faith despite how hard the devil tested him and how much faith God has for him, if not read the bible in the book of Job.
A little something abt him, he was someone that was very rich, and had a very happy family, and friends.
As you know, the devil must have the permission from God to test us in different areas.
The devil seek permission from God and tested Job.
In the area of financial and families and friends
Job lost all his riches,
He lost oxen, donkeys, sheep, servants, camels
and most important, his children, sons and daughters.
Next trouble come upon his body, painfaul sores started to grow on the whole of his body.
and what did 'Job' do? He continues to praise God and worship. even when his wife started to question and doubt abt God.
Want to know more? READ THE BIBLE!!!
hahas ok. anyway back to the point.
See Job's faith? and see how much faith God has faith in Job?
Is Job's faith that always taught me new things.
have you ever wonder why God wanted to test u?
i had this taught before, and i also wondered, why does God wants to allow the devil to test us????
the answer is .... WAIT FOR IT.....
God already has faith in you and He knows the answer to the test that you will get thru it victoriously!
When He has faith in us, and knows the answer to it, God wanted to let the devil knows that no matter how hard the test is, we will always strive great marks with flying colors!
You must be wondering, If God knows the result, He shld save His energy from testing us.
1 thing to tell, God has alot of energy, alot more left even after He gave us some.
But the main objective is to let us grow with understanding and grow in faith!
thats why Job's testing process is always something encouraging to me!!
I want have Job's attitude when it comes to facing tests.
total concussion now!!!
tired max !!! want to sleep, but i got tons of things to do!!!
Happy Birthday Brother!
Friday, May 6
Today's my younger brother 16th birthday!
Brought him a t-shirt for his birthday!
seriously, i am not someone tat is good at buying a present for a guy!
but just nice was at clark quay and there i bought a shirt for my bro.
the shirt i bought for my bro.
he looks happy in his new shirt!!!
anw, super tired today!
sian to the max when the thought of working tml morning!
though i love my kids, but they are super active
i bet i will be double the tiredness!!!
ok got to do my heat transfer tutorial before i forget!!
tata!! :D
PHOTOS SPEAK A THOUSAND WORDS!
Monday, May 2
Friday, 29 April 2011
outing with terin elijah
ben and jerry at cathay with elijah and terin and ruisong
took pics like nobody's business
elijah and me - like a bro to me, taught me alot of things in serving the Lord!
my girlfriend and her BF
elijah created this for us! so sweet right? hahas
me and my "mustache"
like chio only!!
BBQ
sherlyn !! :D
look at terin's face!!! THE QUESTION-MARK FACE!!
andrew the cook!!
sherlyn and me!! :D
Saturday, 30 April 2011