God is my provider

on on thurs, i had my fluid mechanic paper B.
ok, all i can say is that i grantee lost 20 marks... didnt manage to do the last question... long question
1 long long question cost me 20 marks!!!! sharks!!!
besides that, there are questions in the front i am wrong also.... sian max!!!!
luckily is tat i scored great marks for mid-sem paper... i still have my practical 20%...
so i tink i will at least get a C for my FMB... but overall is D- plus my F frm last sem...

anyway, 1 down, 2 more to go...
Bio and fluid mechanic A...
sharks... worst is that both papers on the same day... one morning and another at abt 4 plus pm....
nuts... worst case.... BIO is like gg.com la
FMA, hmmm i tink also gg.com....
but i got to study bio and pass it tis sem... can't fail any more or else i will be gg.com (kick out of sch!!!)

ok....end ... gt to sleep early
will be a busy sat....
meeting soojia, expo service at 5pm, tuition in the morning for 3 hrs!!! :(
sian ttm!!!
nights

i have been studying since last sunday...
everyday everyhour....
today? seriously i don't the mood la...
too tired? or? i dunoe...
tml having my fluid mechanics B paper... dang!!!!!
tis time round i have more faith compared to last sem...
but but for chapter 1, i lost touch for quite a while, and i nearly forgotten everything...
got to revise and revise...
pray that my mind won't go blank and stop working during my paper!!!
hated exams not because need to revise and study for it.. and not the tired-ness
but is everytime exams, i will get so nervous and my mind just went blank...
i don't want my mind to go blank every time i have exams...
what the....
seriously, i love exams because it reminds me of my o level period, when i really chiong hard and get a result tat i am quite satisfied...

during exams, i will get so ervous and stressed up...
and have mood swing... sian ttm!!!
as if it is like i am having pms la...

anw, beside complaining... i need to tks God for the strength tat He has given me for tis sem
i don't think i can pull thru tis sem w/o Him
with so much things gg on in my life....
not just in my life, my emotional ups and downs...
having this stupid emotional thing for quite some time....
is like my winter time though...
but after winter time, there goes the fruit .... :D
everyone love the result, but anyone really enjoy and tks God for the process??
i do... i tks God for it...
i learnt lessons and to grow stronger...
is like ur body building up a shield for u, so tat the 2nd time won't happen...
now, whenever i tink back, i am quite amazed abt how God can pull me thru and His power...
Really, God's strength and power is not defeatable.....

last night went for the zone meeting, the message is impact!!!
is like a reminder to me...
Not to worry abt the result but to enjoy the process!!!! :D
is like taking the roller coaster.... we enjoy the trip of the roller coaster....and forget abt ending it... :D

anw tats it...
end :D
stay tune...

having interview for gg make-up ministry later at expo....
super excited for it!! pray that i can get in....seriosuly, i want to get in ...
both excite and nervous... dunoe what kinds of questions will they be asking...
arghhh..... so nervous now... no words able to explain the feeling i am undergoing ....

not just that, abit sian la... cos have to travel all the way down to expo... like super long la...
gt to travel down to bugis by bus first then mrt..... hmmm or shld i travel by mrt only since i have concession for mrt... hmmmm

anw will update whether i am in or not once i receive the news... :D

ok i think i really need to have a real and better post of myself...

exams are coming up for me, thank God i only have 3 papers but they are the stress modules...

got to study for it! can't afford to fail 2 out of 3 of the modules...

besides me having exams, my tuition kids are having exams nxt week too....

gave them a test today, and their results aren'y that good...

thou they pass but they are all border line pass...

since i started teaching in the tuition centre, i really started to have feelings for them...

loving them as younger brothers and sisters

afraid that they might not do well for their exams...

find them cute and funny, and will once in a while play games with them in class

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saw this photo on my friend's blog.... is her sister!!!

so cute!!! kawaii... :P

i am kind of agree to it....

someone once told me, everyone spent most of their bathing timing thinking thru things and making decisions!

random-ness: i find this blue rose nice!!! :P

it was only just 2 days back i was reminded of this verse....

2 days back, i was so worried abt finishing my projects, and i actually forgotten to do all my quiet time

but God suddenly srtike this verse to me, saying that there are nothing for me to worry. i will definitely able to finish up my projects.

prayers are the solution to everything...

have faith in Him, and when the right time comes, whatever we prayed for will come thru!

By the name of Jesus, AMEN!!!

Telling the truth, sometimes i do lose faith in God

But i really don't know what is the thing that keep me going for so long... 4 years!!!

is it the past that i actually went thru, and i witness God's power? - maybe?

my first love for God? - maybe?

sometimes i tink is because things that i went thru and i can see how God can bring me out and me going thru it with God's strength...

I am a human too.... i do lose faith in God, and i do question God about things when i am at my lowest point..

but God seems to never give up on me

He is alays the want to pull me thru and walk me thru it with me...

and when i am my lowest moment, i realise that God only help u when u pray and ask Him to help!

If u don't, He don't interrupt u... because He has given us choice!

He won't force u to actually help us...

He wanted us to ask him, and turn to Him

So that we can know that when things aren't turning out as what we though to be, is God that help us!

anw, tats the end of this post!

so reader! if u lose faith at times and still walk with God,

u shld thank God for His grace!!! :P

AMEN!!

Just really really love Sam's voice!!

I just like Sam's voice!!!

these are a few new drama that i am after!!!

korean drama: 天堂牧场

The gates

how i met your mother

O! and these are some of the dramas that i am gg after!!

My princess

a Korean drama

Lost girl

vampire Diaries

now gg after season 2

Nikita

these dramas are a total catch for me!!! :D

Sat: the third day of CNY, went to watch movie with my elder sister and my younger brother
we watch green hornet!
is a worth the watch, is funny and the reactions of the kids in the theater arre funny too...

anw, my elder sis treat dinner. is a total RARE-NESS!!!
anw is adjisen! spent close to $60...

had this coming, i guess this will come one day, i met someone that i dun really want to see at all....
some guy tat is a total ass and really spoil and ruin my pri sch....
someone tat once closed and no more!!! there is goes, once bitten twice shy!!!
yeah a guy who really ruin my lower pri... but i rock my upper pri and ruin his!!! bleh!!!

nvm him... spoil of my mood

and cousins came over and we had a bit of the gamling...
diadi and 21.... abit of gambling lightens up the CNY!! :D

anw nothing much for this post, but i got to say tat whenever i hear clubbing music, i tend to go with the music!!!!!
and i really can't believe what i am saying, but I MISS CLUBBING!!!
not the whole grinding thing, but the whole dancing thing and drinking with friends...
more like a hang out and enjoying myself!!!

heard ppl say this, there are 2 diff grp of ppl who go clubbing
1) just for hand out and fun with friends
2) to get laid!

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been so long since i blogged
anyway, for the first day of Chinese New Year.
went Grandma hse at paternal side and grandpa side for maternal side...
anyway, just love going to paternal side... every year all my cousins will gather tgt for gambling... in my grandma's room
totally fun!!! : D
every year there will be a "brother" getting married, so means i have extra red packets!
sad la... all the older brother marries, cos all of them are so good... they are all handsome, good in making money, their characters are good....
i know i am wrong to say this, but really sad for me and the other "sisters" cos we will lose the dote frm the "brothers"
every year we will have night session, but now? no more le... cos all the "brothers" are married, have family have wife, got to be responsible, cannot go out and play le.... :(

anyway, forgot to take photos from my cousins, she has all the pics....

only had pics frm my mother side!!! :D

frm left to right: Aunty theresa, my mum, aunty esther, my ahgong, uncle "catfish"

Me and my ahgong!!

love him max max!!!!!

me and my little cousin

i tink she is the 2nd youngest on my maternal side...

2nd day of CNY, i didnt go out.... parent plan to go out....but in the end they didn't...

hope they are gg out tml!! :D

ps: i got to check whether my pay has come in or not....