Tough time always seems longer!
sweet moments are always fast to go.
I had my mind settled, but recently, something triggered it!
u! u triggered it again!
i had my heart and mind arranged! and come again into me to make a mess out of me!
1 of my friend asked me, "You like them, den why not confess to them? may it be crush or admiration"
do u tink i have not? but look at him and him!!!!
they are high up there! they are so perfect!
if i choose, so will they choose right?
i cant take any setbacks or turn down!
it will be so embarrassed!
NO ONE WILL EVER UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL NOW!
not a single person will understand!
i have to keep it in my safe!
but i really feel like asking jessica for help!
yeah! i did had this in mind, but i just didnt go and ask her....
i dont know how to start!
at times, i totally have to tear..... i admit i have low self-esteem!
compared to them, they are the 10, but me? i am only the 3!!!!
they are perfection!
at times i did visualise me with them!
but i bet it will not come true!
why does LOVE being so tiring, sad, hard????
