Thank to yesterday's service by Pastor Kong!
Now i know why i've to undergo that depression period alone!
I've been blaming God, why do i have to go thru that depression period alone!
It's been a question and there's always no answer to it!
I tot is because i'm no longer sensitive to the holy spirit and God is not telling me the answer!
Now i know! God is indeed on time!

Pastor Kong had to face that depression period while handling with so many chaotic stuff happening in his life, and he is still serving God and loving Him!

Now, i know, why do i have to face that period myself ALONE!
I'm seriously guilty for blaming God for that period! the period of wanting to end my life!
Thank God i didnt make a wrong move! Thank God that He held me back when i was standing at the edge of the road!
Thank God that He is there for me!


Cried like a child yesterday. during Yilun's laying hand and during Pastor Kong's message and alter call!
Pastor Kong is really sent by God!

Crying out to God is indeed a great and wonderful feeling!

Thank God that i went thru that period alone and i've walk out of it strong!

Now, I don't blame God for it, but i thank God for trusting me and giving me the chance to face it alone! w/o anyone around me!
I've walked out strong!

God, You are indeed my Father!
A Father who knows when is the best time for me to go thru things alone! and when to walk me thru it!
Amen!

Current state of mind: Confusion!

Hey!!!
I've created a new blog. It's called Alissa's Journey- Journey to Beauty
You can checck it out!!!!
This current blog is blog for my personal life.
The other blog is more for fashion, cosmetics, as long as u name it, i'll blogged abt it!!!
Tho it might not have readers right now, but I'm really inspired of doing it. And is alright if there aren't readers!
I will do cosmetic/skin care reviews once in a while!!!
My shopping spress products.
Pictures that i took along the road abt fashion... anything!!!! :D

SO DO SUPPORT BY LEAVING ME A COMMENT. OR ANYTHING YOU WANT ME TO TALK ABT IT! OR SOME SUGGESTIONS  !!!

I miss my best friend, Yanran!!!! :(




Miss her like crazy!!!!! REALLY LIKE CRAZY!!!!!!! :(

2011 Christmas!!! It's the best Christmas!!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!
AND NOT FORGETTING HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JESUS! Abba Father!
You're the reason why i'm here and Your my Saviour  and always be my first love! Literally my 1st love!
Thanks for all You have done for me! Everything!!!

Anyway, back to track!
I'm able to give!!! with Love!!! :D spent time making chocolates! 2 weeks of my time, but is all worth it!
Now i know what does it means by "Christmas is all about giving"
Giving in alot of ways! :D

Really happy about giving to my friends!! :D

My elder sister came to church!!! LIKE FINALLY!!!
BEEN 4 YEARS PLUS! been trying hard! and failed.
But this year! ALL GLORY TO GOD! MY SISTER CAME FOR CHRISTMAS DRAMA!! :D
I'M HAPPY!!!!

And i spent time with my parents!!! love time spent!!! Relationships are improving!! :D <3
I STILL LOVE MY DAD!!! HE'S ALWAYS SO CUTE!!!!
HIS CUTENESS TOTALLY MELTS ME WHENEVER I'M ANGRY OR SAD!!!
ALWAYS MAKE MY DAY!
ALWAYS UNDERSTAND ME!
ALWAYS THE PROTECTOR! AND HE'S THE GOOD MAN IN THE HOUSE!!!!

Last of all, Presents!!!! :D
 o, and i learn something!!!it 知足常乐

It sounds easy! but when it is to be put into action, it's hard! really hard!!!!

That's why i always says jealousy kills!
I'm still learning and trying to learn to be more easy content and not get jealous of what ppl has and what i don't have!

It's hard! In diff situation, when u see things or ppl or situation u wants so badly, but they don't turn out to be urs but in ur friends' life or ur enemies' life or anything!
IT'S TORTURING!!!! REALLY!!!


I hope i can say the same for everyone! but i bet everyone has diff ways and diff feelings for it comes to these!!!
For me, i'm still learning!!!
I really think that i really need to learn and grow up!
I can't be the same and still be someone that is always been taken care! I'M NO LONGER A KID!!!

LIPING! PLS! CUMMON! U NEED TO BUCK-UP!
PPL AND THINGS WON'T STOP FOR U ONLY! PPL ARE ALL MOVING!!!
WHO U ARE TO THEM????!!!! FRIENDS! BUT THEY HAVE THEIR LIFE TO LIVE!
U NEED TO BUCK UP AND MOVE ON AND LIVE UR LIFE UP AND HIGH AND FULL!!!!

YOUR SO GOING TO UNIVERSITY!
STOP GIVING UP ON UNIVERSITY, SO WHAT IF UR RESULTS ARE WEAK!
IT'S NOT TOO LATE!!!
UNIVERSITY IS UR GOAL!
UR GOING OVERSEA FOR UNIVERSITY!!!
WHAT UR MISSING IS THE ENCOURAGEMENT FOR U TO GO UNIVERSITY!!!

GAMBATTE!!!!
ALL U NEED IS TO COMFIRM THE COURSE AND DEGREE YOU WANT AND WHICH UNIVERSITY!!!!!
 AND TO GET OUT OF SINGAPORE! TO AUSTRALIA! GET ENROLLED INTO A UNIVERSITY AND START A GREAT LIFE AND STUDY THERE!!!
TO FORGET ALL THE UNHAPPY STUFFS FOR A PERIOD OF TIME!!!
THEN COME BACK 4 YEARS LATER! AFTER GRADUATION!
AND GET BACK TO TRACK ALL NEW AND NICE!!!
WITH A BETTER IMAGE! HOPEFULLY!!! OPPS!!! :D

BY THEN, THE FEELING WILL FADE MUCH!!! :D

i know that for me to think this ways is wrong! Is like i'm escaping! and not face the music!
cummon! i'm still a girl! i cant take all things at a time!
2012 is reaching and 2011 is going to end! u need to end well and start GREAT!

u started 2011, and u dont feel a totally crap like last year!
u just missing by ending 2011 well and sstart 2012 GREAT!!!
You need to start setting those NEW YEAR RESOLUTION and keeping it and fulfilling them!!! :D

JIAYOU LIPING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GOD! BLESS ME WITH ALL THE STRENGTHS! AND TEACH ME HOW TO LEAN ON UR STRENGTH!
AND ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME!!!!!!!! I NEED TO FEEL YOU MORE!
TO BE CLOSER TO YOU!!!!
ABBA FATHER! I CRY OUT TO YOU! LISTEN TO MY CRY!!!
IMMANUEL !!!! 

You can take this test at http://www.churchgrowth.org/cgi-cg/gifts.cgi?intro=1

and on a side-note, it is kind of true...

Spiritual Gifts	Strength
Evangelism	10
Prophecy	12
Teaching	11
Exhortation	14
Pastor/Shepherd	13
Showing Mercy	12
Serving	16
Giving	11
Administration	11
About Your Spiritual Gifts Spiritual gifts are tools God gives Christians to do the work of the ministry -- to fulfill the Great Commission to reach, baptize, and teach and to minister to one another. Every Christian receives at least one gift at the moment of salvation. Spiritual gifts are not rewards, are not natural talents, are not a place of service, are not an age-group ministry, and are not a specialty ministry. They express themselves through various ministries which, in turn, accomplish a variety of results. A spiritual gift is the primary channel by which the Holy Spirit ministers through the believer. It is a supernatural capacity for service to God -- and He gives you a supernatural desire to perform the duties of that gift. Spiritual gifts are tools for building the church. They are a source of joy in your Christian life and influence your motives. A spiritual gift is a divine calling with a divine responsibility, because what God has gifted you to do, He has called you to do, and what He has called you to do, He has gifted you to do. Three categories of spiritual gifts exist. CATEGORY ONE: The Miraculous Gifts, generally known today as Charismatic Gifts (apostles, tongues, interpretation of tongues, healing, and miracles). CATEGORY TWO: The Enabling Gifts, which all Christians have the ability to develop (faith, discernment, wisdom, and knowledge -- qualities possessed rather than activities performed). Many scholars combine these gifts with others, based on the similarity of these gift characteristics and the synonyms used by Paul to describe them in Scripture. For example, some scholars combine Discernment with Prophecy, Knowledge with Teaching, Wisdom with Exhortation, and Hospitality with Serving. CATEGORY THREE: the Team Gifts, which are service-, ministry-, task-oriented or are activities performed such as teaching. The Team Gifts are functional and involve speaking or ministering. Chances are, you have several of these gifts that vary in degrees and intensity. In many cases, spiritual gifts may complement your secular employment. The Spiritual Gifts Analysis you took identified your dominant TEAM GIFTS, which will help find your place on GodÕs team in your church. Prayer and serving God will also help you see where God wants you to serve in ministry in your church and daily life. This profile gives you a simple bar graph showing your strengths (higher scores, longer bars) and weaknesses (lower scores, shorter bars) as related to spiritual gifts, and analyzes in-depth your dominant and secondary team gifts which are the ones that will have greater influence in your life. These are the areas where you are gifted to be most effective and efficient and in which you will find it easiest to excel. Your dominant gifts are Serving, Exhortation The results of your Spiritual Gifts Inventory indicate that your number one dominant gift is SERVING! The Greek word "Diakonia" means to do service. In Acts 6:1 the word is interpreted "ministration." Our word deacon comes from the same Greek word. Actually the gift of serving combines helps and ministering. The word "helps" is used in 1 Corinthians 12:28 and "ministering" in Romans 12:7. As a server you have the Spirit-given capacity and desire to serve God by rendering practical help in both physical and spiritual matters. You enjoy meeting the practical needs of your fellow Christians and the church. The gift of serving is not the gift God gives you when you cannot do anything else. It is spiritual in nature and as important as any gift in the church. Never think it is anything less; it only becomes less if you do not use it as God intended. As a server you are the person who is willing to do a million and one necessary tasks in the church. You probably do not realize that your love for the Lord is showing every time the doors of the church are open, especially if you oiled the hinges last week so they don't squeak any more. You are happy working behind the scenes. You are ambitious, often involved in a variety of activities, and enjoy manual projects. You are loyal, sincere, tolerant, faithful, and devoted. Most people find you easy going, likable, congenial, and inoffensive. You can listen to others without being critical. You do not like to be in the spotlight and prefer not to express yourself publicly. You are quick to respond to needs and impressed with the need to respond when exhorted to serve. Because of this, you find it difficult to say no. You like to support a good leader. Some consider you a workaholic. You tend to emphasize practical needs over spiritual needs. Be careful that you complete what you start and do not neglect the needs of your own family by trying to meet so many needs in the church or in others' homes. Be willing to read and follow directions in the beginning--not just when all else fails. Because of your quick response, some people think you jump in too fast. Others think you neglect spiritual needs. Beware of Satan's attack on your gift. He can cause pride because of the work you do. He may cause you to feel insignificant or cause you to lack concern for people or for spiritual growth. Impatience and lack of knowledge cause poor-quality workmanship. HOW CAN YOU USE YOUR GIFT? Your gift may put you into action. You may serve as manager of maintenance and grounds. You can do may tasks such as paint the walls, pick up trash, sort hymnals, clean the baptistry, keep the nurseryÐor launder nursery bedding, cook meals, paint signs, drive the bus, help with the choir, run errands, serve as an audio-video worker, help with recordkeeping, be the church librarian, act as a greeter or an usher, serve as a stage hand in drama productions or as a photographer. You may want to help in special ministries such as migrant or community help (with home repairs or meal-on-wheels for the needy and elderly), as a hospitality worker for newcomers, or as an instrumentalist. You may also enjoy beautifying the church ground with flower gardens and landscaping. The list goes on. The results of your Spiritual Gifts Inventory indicate that your second dominant gift is EXHORTATION! The Greek word "parakaleo" means to admonish, to encourage, to beseech. You are a "how to" person. You have the Spirit-given capacity and desire to serve God by motivating others to action by urging them to pursue a course of conduct. In a teaching position, you are able to explain how to apply God's Word. Your goal is to present material that enables the Holy Spirit to promote change in the student's life. You reach out and help Christians become more mature. As an exhorter you are a very practical person, a good counselor, tolerant of others, serious-minded, orderly, and usually impulsive. You are expressive in a group setting; the group listens when you speak. You are comfortable working one-on-one or in groups. You are enthusiastic and talkative and enjoy encouraging others. You are burdened to show how Scripture relates to conduct and have a desire to unify people by using practical rather than doctrinal issues. You likely place great importance on God's will and believe that His Word has the answer for every problem. You tend to make decisions logically rather than on feelings and are very orderly. Be careful not to interrupt other people; your enthusiasm sometimes makes you guilty of this. Others may think you don't use enough Scripture in teaching because you tend to use Scripture to support what you are teaching rather than starting with Scripture. Unlike teachers, you have the willingness to teach the same material again and again, updating and perfecting it as you do. As a counselor you usually have the ability to leave other people's problems "in the office" rather than letting them drag you down. Beware of Satan's attack on your gift. He may cause pride in your motivational abilities. He may influence you to lose sight of people because of program emphasis. Don't become discouraged when results are not evident. Be careful not to encourage others to do the wrong things through your persuasive abilities. HOW CAN YOU USE YOUR DOMINANT GIFT? You may use your special gift in many areas. You may want to be a leadership trainer. You could certainly serve as a counselor in church or in a counseling center. You could teach in church training or seminars or even small groups. You would make a good telephone ministry worker and would be a tremendous volunteer to follow up with new converts. You would work well as an encourager with those who are discouraged and as a counselor in a drug or alcohol program, rescue mission, poverty program, half-way house or runaway ministry or in a shelter for abused women and children. You could also use your gift in organizing or serving in a Men's or Women's Ministry.

Team Ministry Spiritual Gifts Analysis: The Team Ministry Spiritual Gifts Inventory is a discovery tool that provides you with a personalized analysis. Not a test, but a simple questionnaire giving you a profile of your God given spiritual gifts.

Someone recently just taught me that Christmas is not a season to receive presents or anything.
But a season of giving, it can be anything. it can be small or cheap.
As long u give it with LOVE!!

Is not about how expensive it is, but about the thought of it!!! :D

totally make sense!!!! :D

i'm not someone that i can say things like 'I love you' or 'I treasure you'
i'm not someone tat give gifts!

This year, i will try something new and something that i'm not good in.
This year i will make chocolates!!!! :D give to my friends that i really treasure!

tho isn't something expensive, but i will put all my love in all the chocolate and effort to it!!! :D

4 papers down, 1 more to go!

I knw and i feel that there is something great for me is coming!!!!
A VERY STRONG FEELING ABT IT!

really feeling so looking forward to it~~~

Li Ping Alissa

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Lim Li Ping, Alissa
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Sngapore Polytechnic
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