Thank to yesterday's service by Pastor Kong!
Now i know why i've to undergo that depression period alone!
I've been blaming God, why do i have to go thru that depression period alone!
It's been a question and there's always no answer to it!
I tot is because i'm no longer sensitive to the holy spirit and God is not telling me the answer!
Now i know! God is indeed on time!
Pastor Kong had to face that depression period while handling with so many chaotic stuff happening in his life, and he is still serving God and loving Him!
Now, i know, why do i have to face that period myself ALONE!
I'm seriously guilty for blaming God for that period! the period of wanting to end my life!
Thank God i didnt make a wrong move! Thank God that He held me back when i was standing at the edge of the road!
Thank God that He is there for me!
Cried like a child yesterday. during Yilun's laying hand and during Pastor Kong's message and alter call!
Pastor Kong is really sent by God!
Crying out to God is indeed a great and wonderful feeling!
Thank God that i went thru that period alone and i've walk out of it strong!
Now, I don't blame God for it, but i thank God for trusting me and giving me the chance to face it alone! w/o anyone around me!
I've walked out strong!
God, You are indeed my Father!
A Father who knows when is the best time for me to go thru things alone! and when to walk me thru it!
Amen!
