Day 1--- 1st December 2011
1st day of the very last month of 2011!
1st day of me not thinking and missing anyone!
My mind is really all emptied for 1 freaking day, just to worry for my PDPE and FYP!
In which, I seems to be the leader of both groups, which I was not!
Anyway, this post will be a super duper long post!!!!
A little over with words! but anger is really poured in here!!!!
CUMMON! IS LIKE NONE OF THEIR BUSINESS!!!
i arranged to meet with my classmate last Saturday which i can wake up late in the afternoon before heading down for service!
I woke up early at 8am, and was so afraid of over-sleeping! (which i really have this habit)
Woke up early, and prepared everything. did up all calculations the night before i slept.
and late morning, just a text, i wasted my beauty sleep! GOSH!!!!
I was planning to teach my classmate what to do for PDPE, so that he can help me share my burden of helping the group and score good marks.
But, it seems impossible!!!
Another group mate is like, 'WOW! SOMEONE IS TAKING OVER THE GROUP LEADER POST, AND I CAN FINALLY CAN STEP DOWN! SHE WILL TAKE CARE OF EVERYTHING!'
ok, maybe i over exaggerate it! but something like that!!!
tons of things need to do and i'm having my exams nxt week, and i have not touched a single thing!!!!
GOD! HELP ME PLS!!!!
I'M REALLY VERY TIRED!!!!
PHYSICALLY TIRED!!!
I NEED ALL MY BEAUTY SLEEP! BUT I CAN'T SEEMS TO GET IT!!!!
They don't to bother!!!
i'm so lost, that i've no idea what are the things to be done for FYP!!!
even risk assessment! i was only told by my own grp members tat another FYP member arranged risk assessment session for us, tgt with them.
Risk assessment is like so FREAKING IMPORTANT! and if my own members don;t even care to remind me that 'HEY LIPING! WHEN IS OUR RISK ASSESSMENT?' or 'HEY LIPING! I ARRANGED RISK ASSESSMENT FOR OUR FYP GRP!!!'
gosh!!!
seriously, i thank God for this other FYP grp's member to arrange for us!
IF NOT, I'VE NO IDEA WHAT TO DO!!!
o and i have to say, even for FYP grp meeting, i was the only one doing everything for preview for e lecturer in-charge!
and turn up? last min, all my members cant turn up!
so i have to cancel! just to save their ASSES!
so that the lecturer wont knw that is all 1-man show!!!!
gosh! Thank God, we do not have any FYP meeting tml, ONLY risk assessment session and PDPE lecture and tutorial, which i have to do up my material balance, which i have not finished!
and i'm so tired and i'm now rushing it!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I MISS MY BEAUTY SLEEP!!!!!
