Yesterday, during service, God told me these: "You're ready to move on now! something greater is ahead!"
these're the exact words said and told!
was confused abt it! have no idea in wat area am i suppose to move on.
but after a night of meditating and thinking and praying. i've got the answer for it!
and i'm stuck in that place for super long time
i believe that it's time for me to move on. but it's going to take some time and i'll end up being hurt!
but if this is the only way out, i guess time is the cure to this!
every little acts lead me to a little hope. what can i do? i was the one who didnt guard myself properly and dropped into the hole. 一个无底洞!
is like, u have no idea when is this going to stop and have no end to that hole.
and it's hard to get out of it too!!!
i really hate to come to think that humans are created this way. hate to say that i dislike me myself bringing and letting emotions take control of me and everything!
i guess it's time for me to grow and get out of it! this is all a test for me!
if what i desire to have is really what God want me to have, i believe that it will happen at the end of the year.
keep reminding myself of the promise i made to God and the vow i take!
what i want to do now is to fulfill my vision!
i'm half way there! and i'm super excited for it! believe at the end of this route to fulfilling my vision, i'll definitely learn and earn something frm this process!
is not abt the result but the journey!
i can't rmb when is the last time when i really got excited for something!
i guess maybe this is what i want ba! tat why? hmmm... :D
tho a wound is there, but i believe with what i'm learning, i'm able to cover it!
using enough coverage to cover it!
pray hard that i'm able to get out this for good and will never drop in it again!
last of all, i've got to say that your eyes are the ones which caught my attention first! :D
