I looked back!
few months back i was hurt and disappointted with my girls!
have been holding on to this friendships that we all have tgt.
Even tho how many disappointment u all gave me, i still have high hopes for u girls.
but few months back, i totally gave up hope for our friendship!
i can feel that i have put down a huge rock and i really feel free..
tho i lost a burden but i lost the hold of these friendships!
its been abt 4 months since i ever wanted to pick it up again.
i realised, back then, i was the one who gave this friendship up!
and now, i realised the importance of it!
tho it will be hard for me to pick it up again and i believe that i will still get hurt and disappointed by u girls, but i got to pull these friendships closer
i realised that is only when u lost and gave up hope in it, then u will understand the importance of it!
I'm still scared of the hurts and disappointments that i will get~~~~
But God, pls bless me with great heart and mercy!
to be able to forgive them and to be healed fast! :D
amen!
