At the beginning, i believe that there is a reason for everything, for every change!
There is notthing that will stay constant, except for changes!
Beginning of the year, my cg was combined to my current cg.
so, i believe that there is a reason to that too.
Though it has been 4 months in the cg, i ma still figuring out what is the reason.
since then, i have put down quite a few things and taking up things!
So is a process in someone's life, taking up and putting down.
Yesterday's service was something great!
Believe that there will be a breakthrough in my life this year, and i am yearning for it!
BREAKTHROUGH! in what? i have no idea too....
but i want a breakthrough in my family! a family revival!
but whenever i started to do something for it, the fear is back! 7 times harder!
a fear that i had that might not allow me to have the breakthrough!
because of the fear, i looked back, and i realise the fear had mobilize me at the same state for 3 years!
is like i cant rmb when is the last time i reach out to my family members!
I know i shld have faith in God in everthing He is doing.
But u will not know what is God gonna do and when is it gonna happen in our life!
the same worry i have in my life!
but yesterday pastor Kong says that, " we shld not stay where we are expecting a miracle w/o do anything!"
WOW~~~~ that was something that hits me HARD!
for the past 3 years, i have been being staying where i was tks to the fear i have, and expecting God to do miracle in my life!
though pastor Kong's preaching, i took notes, but just rmb what he says w/o referring, i rmb nothing, except for the what he say abt not staying where we are and expecting a miracle w/o doing anything!
for abt 4 years, every year my birthday wishes are always the same!
1) family revival
2) my relationship with God can improve
3) my results in sch to improve
top priority - familt revival!
I am glad and happy that this year, i am doing something for my 1st wish!
i didnt regret to intro melvin to my bro, cos melvin is good in talking to ppl, esp a guy!
for my to talk to my bro, is like super hard!
i believe that 1 day, my bro will be gg cgm and service with me!
& i can imagine!!! :D
God's love for us is deeper than the earth !
God's mercy is wider that the ocean ! :D
