hihi! ok this will be a serious post!
S.E.R.I.O.U.S post!
something really get me worried for the whole day today!
have no idea what it is, but it just get my heart and my mind's attention!
is like something very importand to me and i hve no idea what it is!
SERIOUSLY!
u might be thinking, "here she goes again! her being emotional and too many tots!"
hahas wat can i say, u knw me well. but u have no stand to judge!
being emotional meaning i am having HIGH EQ~
anw back to the topic!
this feeling has been within me for quite a long time!
the feeling of lost! is like i gonna lost something! i dunoe.... hahas
gosh! it makes me feel so insercure!
and tks to it, i am having STM now! serious STM!
i was suppose to have an important appointment, and i didn turn up and all i received was a call frm my dad!
nxt, i had environmental engineering lecture, and i forgot to bring my notes!
i am suppose to get some stuffs for dad, but i totally forgotten!
AHHHHH!
OK, I GOT TO GET THIS STM THING OUT OF ME! ASAP!!!!
on the other hand, i am feeling guilty!
guilty of not fufilling my calling that God has for me!
and i can feel that God is telling me something, but is like having mental block, nothing comes out!
a very strong urge for feeling!
is like something big id gonna happen!!!! hmmph.........
anw i am back into reading!
had a 5 day rest frm reading! just dun feel like.
but once started, all i can say "shu bu li shou"
got myself a black dress, looks like a vest, but is long black. material like chiffon!
frm cotton on!
WHAT CAN I SAY? I AM A FAN OF COTTON ON!
love the clothes! tho they are not the expensive kinds, but they wont fail to hve the style tat i really like!! :D
AND I AM A FAN OF STARBUCKS!
they shld just issue me a member card la!
maybe every 10 grande cups i will get 2 grande cup free! :D
nice or what!
HAHAS NO MUCH OF THE SERIOUS-NESS!!!!!
what to do? hehe :D
