I have made my decision.Though i said that i need 2 weeks, but i got myself settle with peace.
I got myself thinking for the whole day. really the whole day!
i dun even have the mood to do my hse chores! i totally pushed them to my siblings.
Got myself thinking alot alot!
I asked my sis for opinion and i prayed and I knew what i need to do
God didnt say much, but told me this:
"You got to face him eye to eye and be normal. I will tell you what's nxt.
If he is yours, he will.
If he is not, let this be one of your learning trip to the nxt level.
Always rmb, don't let ur flesh control ur decisions.
Flesh will just lead to a temporary happiness. But thru My ways, there will be eternal happiness!"
This is what God told me. They are not exact whole thing He told me, i forgotten some.
At first i tot i was just creating the whole thing. but as i really prayed, God really reminded me what He said.
I think He wanted me to face it bravely than avoiding it.
I wasnt sure whether i have the strength and courage to do it.
But i have to try!
God! I pray for strength! teach me in Your ways! Give me strength and courage to face it!
Thank you Lord, for always being there for me, lending me a hand to pull me thru trials!
Yearn to dwell more in Your presence!!
Love you Lord! My saviour, my friend, my father, my listener, my helper, my guidiance
