facing some obstacles... SO LETS THIS PERIOD BE A TESTING TIME FOR ME!
believing in God in everything! all breakthrough shall come to be thru Jesus the Son of God!
let this testing time test my patience! and maybe after this testing time, i might be able to forget him!
going thru this testing time, i will enjoy the journey! enjoy the where i will be on the way to where i am going!
Knowing myself that i'm not as perfect! not someone tat is clever or good looking!
BUT GOD DO NOT CREATE JUNK!
He create everyone for a reason!
so one day, everyone will definitely find the place and reason they are born for!
so i'm not following Jesus and God, and along the journey, i will find the purpose and my special someone! :D
Choosing Love!
LOVE = JESUS!!!
Love is unconditional! you can't expect ppl to love u back so for u to love them!
Loving ppl doesn't need anyone's permission or for us to pay!
is free, no one can control or deny ur love for someone!
I have to say, there are many ppl in my life!
may it be ppl in my family relatives friends or ppl i admire or i like!
all of them deserve something frm me.
as they are a part of me!
in my growing up, learning to be mature!
looking back into my life, i really only love 3 ppl till now.
my feelings for them lasted for either 2 or 3-4 years
though they dun have the same feeling for me, but loving someone doesn't their permission! :D
as long as they are leading a happy life and good one, i will still be happy for them!! :D
still contacting 1 of them them, we are now like close friends! closer than ever!
as close friends! tks God tat he is a servant of God! serving God!
In life, i think no matter how ppl treat u, as long as u do things tat pleases ur eyes, just do it.
even if they dun appreciate it! :D
anyway i'm doing ym stupid log book now.... sian max though!!!
