I first know Jesus and God was when i was age of 4, 5, 6, 7 and 8
I was enrolled into a Christian base Kindergarten.
It is called CALVARY PANDAN KINDERGARTEN
It is under a presbyterian church, called Calvary Pandan Bible
But actually, i came from a buddist family. All my siblings including me studied there.
I believe everything my teacher taught me, I believe there is a God, a daddy God.
Besides that, i attended the sat church there too.
Is like children church. All i go there is to play, & i rmb clearly, my teacher ask me to rmb this verse in the bible!
& the verse is John 3:16.
at the age of 5, i knew this verse! but then, i have no idea what it means.
All i know is that, if i rmb this verse, i can get sweets!
I attended that church till i was in pri 2. Then, i stopped going.
From then on, i had tuition. Tuition took over my fellowship with God.
And then, i forgot abt God totally! i left God for tuition, to get good grades in sch.
Tks God, 4 years ago,7 October 2007. i went to CHC, expo hall 8.i went bible study with my friends.
I didn't give my heart on that day, but i felt the presence of God so strong.
Is like something pressing against me. And i can rmb that feeling so clearly.
on 10 October 2007, i went to a cg meeting with my friends. at riverwalk.
I gave my heart to Jesus then. and is the first time ever i saw a lay hand.
I was quite shock to see it though.
From then, i attended my bible study faithful, and i will ask for bible study w/o anyone ask.
Cindy leong, shimin and casandra and the 3 teachers who taught me bible study.
I arranged bible study with them. then i always told lies to my mum to go for church.
Cause, i know that my mum will strongly object me from going church.
and for cg meeting, i rmb gg to elijah's hse for it on sat, before the service start.
in 2007, i was sec 3, so my mum hired a tuition teacher for. i had to arranged it to be on sunday morning not on saturday, so i can go to church.
so every sat, after any sch morning remedial lessons, i will go home and rest and change to get ready for church all the way at expo :D
Wit great faith, i will travel down to anywhere to have a time to worship God and listen to the preaching.
and me gg to shaun's hse for prayer meeting, which is in tampiness. i will travel ALONE frm bukit panjang by train.
i was so young, and always, i run out of money. Casandra will give me money for me to top-up my e-zink link card. Cindy will sometimes treat me to dinner. so will shimin.
I bet no one knows that i actually prayed for myself to speak in tougues. I wanted so much, and i got what i asked and prayed for. God saw my heart. and everytime during service, i will nv fail to cry.
It was then in 2008, ard February and march. I stopped going to church.
My mum started to give me stress on my studies. and wanting me to get good grades. and she kind of band me frm gg out on sat. so i had to leave church due to parental objection.
for the first 2 months, i can have a strong feeling of gg to church, as if someone is praying for me.
During the period of my studying for my O level, and during the period of O level.
i had a very tough time. emotionally and physically.
I kind of fall into depression. I was too stressed up and was too tired to study.
Everyday night, i prayed a prayer to God, saying that i need more strength from Him, and if He can bless me with more Strenght to pull thru O level period, i will definitely go back to church for Him.
Is like an exchange of promises.
But after O level, i didn't went back straight away. I got myself a job. and i rmb clearly i started on1st december 2008 for my 1st job as a sale assistant.
But i rmb i went back to church during the ASIA CONFERENCE 2008
Tks God i went back! and i went to ZP's cg, which is my very first cg, E457.
E457 cont for a few months, and have to combine with W495.
E457 then became a past. W495 not long in another few months, multiplied again. W516 is form.
i stayed in W495. in abt 1 year or so, W495 had to be disband due to some reason.
I had to went back to pearly, W516.
O ya, did i say tat, in the past, i will be always hiding behind my friends who brought me to church?
but after i came back, i had to face it!
and wen i came of W495, i learned alot of things and i changed. I learn to step our of the shadows of my friends. becoming who i am.
O ya, back to the point. i returned to pearly, as a W516-ian.
Soon later, jessica joined, and W532 is multiplied out.
soon later jackson joined W532 and soon later W548 is formed.
in abt 4-5 months, W548 have to combined with W541. due to some reasons that is preferred not to say.
and now, i am now in W541.
u see, i was frm
E457 to W495 to W516 to W532 to W548 to W541.
I keep changing cg. and i long to stayed in a cg for more than 3 years, but the most is 1 year plus.
hopefully i can just stayed in W541 long.....
tats all for now. i will tell u more tml morning, if there is time for me!! :D
tata
NIGHTS!! :D
