seriously! why is the same thing happening to me???
Dad's company facing some prob, and have direct impact on the family...
now sis and me have to help out more... is a private company, so no choice! like a family business...
family relying on dad and sis' pay...
now ppl spending in the family are me bro and mum...
me and bro still have to study... mum daily hse hold things... groceries...
seriously, at time i just want to work la...
tks God i've a part-time job... still is like i work for my expenses.
if possible, i will try not to get $$ frm my dad...
tks God i recently got my pay, so i dun nid to get $$ frm my dad for abt 1.5 months!
seriously, i realized that i will definitely have some hard time before i have a break-thru...
i can say i'm use to it, but but at times i am really sick of it la...
so tiring... things coming out at a time... and all i can do is cry under my blanket not letting anyone in the family know what i'm doing....
staying strong and independent in front of my family members when things like tat turn up...
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!
really praying hard and frm the bottom of my heart tat i can really face this things strong!
and to overcome it. and it will not come again and again...
and i won't feel tis again!!!!
defeating the inner me!!! throwing away the flesh and back to the spirit!!!
JIAYOU!!! :P
