anyway, i really think crying do helps!
something came out recently, bad news.
was feeling awful. first person i tot of was yanran. ok yeah i can tell her apparently everything.
cos i need ppl to listen to me! just listen to me and let me cry out....
yeah.... but nvm tat.
i cried out and seriously, it felt nice!
i totally 'down' as in my stressed and sadness and awfulness.
but yeah e crying was nice.
but something not nice was, i was crying while i walk back home...
yeah, abit emo though but guess wad, seriuosly tat was nice!
yeah though the bad new really hurt me badly
BUT! it get my mind straight up and thru and clear.....
the past emotion posts are totally insane .... yeah hear me speak!
nah.... yeah ok i will speak..... anyway ya i still prefer online blogging sharing my stuff with friends around me... except for secrets i msg my friend(s)... yeah !
anyway, i really have been messed up!
and yeah this bad new get me back to the track.
ok it will totally sound like a professor talking... nah
anyway at times, when we are in tough times, yeah WE HATE IT
BUT, once we were over it, we tend to turn back and say 'bye troubles and setbacks'
and it totally feel nice and free.....
i really regret myself for me back then....
but yeah my weakness still stands. jealousy, throwing responsibility to someone else and getting very irritated easily.
though i am changing abt the 2nd one.....
now i really understand why i dun really stand out, not the whole girl thing.
but being someone tat is handed with great responsibilty....
ppl around me saw it, but i didnt. and i cont' walking and not realising.
it will be super hard for ppl to realise their own weakness.... and everyone had their own old baggage that they do not want it to be around them, but yeah they are.
when thing doesnt turn out at what we had expected, we tend to (yeah can say we run away) push it to others.
hahas.
professor talk....blah blah blah. yeah but its totally true....
i had a period of time out frm my friends and i had seen myself clearly.
cos i have lots of time for myself to think thru things (yeah i really think, most of the time)
anyway, reades or no readers, if u have watched "How i met your mother', i am telling the truth, i learnt some stuffs there... and yeah i am being influence by it!
yeah tats wad i am talking abt!!!!
yeah bye!
